Tae and Gaius Talk
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"He doesn't count. I won't judge him for being raped by Yveltal." Taeyang reasoned and that's how he'd always looked at it. "I've nothing to ask of you, you know that. I don't need anything that I haven't already got."
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"Not at the moment. But you never know what will happen. You may have need of me yet. Or perhaps someone else will," Lucian reasoned. "We'll have to see." Only time would tell. "Am I to correctly assume that our comraderie has come to an end?" It hadn't lasted very long. Sad that. Nothing he could do now. He'd apologized and agreed to massive favors in the future.
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"Why are you such a bitch?" Taeyang asked, he was hurting and yes, he had lashed out. But more than that. Even Lucian had admitted that he'd fucked up and now he owed Tae another favour. "Why both you and Gaius' answer to hurting me that you we are no longer to be in each others lives? Why do you neither of you give enough fucks for me to try and make it up to me? Why? Am I that bad?" He choked on his words and looked away from Lucian, he didn't want to show weakness. Didn't want him to see how angry and upset he was, so badly so that feels leaked from his eyes.
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"No of course not," Lucian said, softening some. "I have no desire for our new closeness to end but your anger suggested you might wish such a thing temporarily." He sighed to see his brother crying. He could smell the salt water. A dog's nose and all. "Hm. I have one favor left still from dialga. Should you like me to use it, I would have him change time for you. If it bothers you so that I have been intimate with your now boyfriend then it need not have happened with as little as it meant to either of us. Besides it was only through his connection to me that he met our destructive brother."
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"If you change that, who's to say if he would end up with me anyway? Time is tricky, don't trust Dialga. He will let you destroy everything just to be rid of the favour he cares not for either of us." Taeyang shook his head, such a small thing could change so many other things and potentially ruin everything. "and I am more hurting that you both kept it from me, then when I find out and react, both of you expect our relationships to be immediately over. I'm mad at you, I'm more mad at you because you're such a bitch to me, even when I am hurting, that you would go so far as to point out I'm not bothered by his relationship with Yveltal first. It bothers me, brother. It bothers me every day, every time Gaius flinches because he expects my touch to come with pain, or when he has nightmares about what he did to him. Our brother was cruel, he raped and destroyed someone lovely because that's what he does. That doesn't mean I should care that Yveltal got there first, that doesn't mean it's okay for him, but not for you. It's not okay for you because I care for you."
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"Hm, you make a point with dialga. You'd likely have to find gaius and win him over again." Which might be harder when gaius had no reason to spend so much time with Taeyang. "We'll consider it. Might be worth it to try should things with his recovery get bad." Lucian said he'd again. "I know his state. I can imagine how it bothers you. I am no more pleased with it than you. And I have apologized for keeping from you what happened in the past. I really am sorry that you are so hurt by it. And I am just as much at a loss for how to make it up to you as well."
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"He will be stronger for this path, he just needs time." Taeyang said, he wasn't going to consider it. He knew that Gaius was doing really well in his recovery. "I am just confused. As to why you would say such a thing and I do accept your apology, I know that you mean it. But I'm idealistic. Your apology is only a word and it doesn't stop me from hurting. I don't know how you can make it up to me, that's something you'll have to figure out on your own."
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"I will try but it has been a while since I have been good emotions and feelings..." Lucian was not such a person of ideals. "You may have to wait some time for me to find a way. But I will eventually."
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"You have forever, unless you're planning on visiting the hall of souls for an extended period." Taeyang pointed out, they had nothing but. "Besides, for now I need time and space. To process and not be so angry."
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"I am not nor has my name appeared in the book as of yet," Lucian said with a nod. "I can easily give that to you." Time and space were no issue for him to give until Taeyang was ready to speak again.
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"Until then," Taeyang said and vanished back to his room. He didn't think Gaius would be there, even though their talk hadn't hardly even begun. But he didn't feel like being sociable either.
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Gaius actually was there. He'd realized as he left that he'd forgotten to actually have a talk with Taeyang. He was so awkward that he just wanted to die. Again. But not really. Only a little but sometimes.
He was sat in the middle of the room with his knees drawn up to his chest. He looked and felt a little lost. Until he smelled Taeyang and looked up. "Oh you came back," he said, both relieved and nervous.
He was sat in the middle of the room with his knees drawn up to his chest. He looked and felt a little lost. Until he smelled Taeyang and looked up. "Oh you came back," he said, both relieved and nervous.
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"of course I did, I yelled at my brother, called him a shady prick, handed him your verbal resignation and came straight back. Why wouldn't I have?" Taeyang asked, this was his and his brothers home. He had no reason to not return.
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Gaius was immediately embarrassed. "That was stupid if me. Sorry. And I also.didmt let you talk before. Sorry. If you want to yell at me now, it's okay," he said, trying to be brave.
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"Gaius, I'm not Yveltal. I will never yell at you," Taeyang said, he wasn't that sort of person. "I would rather discuss with you like adults and have it hashed out and under the bridge."
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Gaius looked relieved to know that no yelling was coming. Taeyang had such a temper that bed been just a little worried. He stood up quickly then. "Yes. Okay. I'd like that too."
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"I know I get mad a lot." Taeyang said and held out his hand to Gaius, a small gesture to get him to come closer. "But, I very rarely roar, which is odd. As a dragon. I realise that. So with that realisation I'm not surprised you thought I'd yell at you." He said thoughtfully. He was still mad and upset. But he wasn't going to freak Gaius out.
"As for how I feel about this, I'm not mad that you slept with my brother. I'm mad that I wasn't made aware. But I'm also slightly glad because I wouldn't have chased you if I had known."
"As for how I feel about this, I'm not mad that you slept with my brother. I'm mad that I wasn't made aware. But I'm also slightly glad because I wouldn't have chased you if I had known."
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"You wouldn't have?" Gaius asked. He tried to understand but failed. His own brother didn't have a lover that he knew of and they'd not been as close at all growing up. "Why?"
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"Because, it's a rule. You don't sleep with, fall for, or date someone who's been with family. Or close friends. Unwritten rule. It saves people being hurt, even if they give permission, it's a little weird." Taeyang said, he knew that was probably hard for Gaius. He pulled him into his lap. "I don't want to hurt people. Not you, not my brother. Yveltal is different."
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Gaius sat there and tried to get it "I can see what you're saying with it being weird with friends and family," he said. "I don't think you're going to hurt Lucian though. He doesn't get attached because most are in his book, you know? It's why I chose the job over the uh intimacy."
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"Ah. He's stupid he can ask dad for help, like Jiyong did with Mandisa. I think, personally, he likes the emotional distance for other reasons." Tae shrugged. It was off topic. But at least Gaius understood. "It's too late now though and while I am hurt, I will get over it. And we will be okay, in time."
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Gaius sighed. He couldn't help it he could only think about how long in time meant. "Sometimes I wish life had a reset button," he said. Not that he hadn't tried that before. But he'd wanted a new life then.
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"Hm, Lucian did offer that. I wasn't sure that the change of such things wouldn't make for bigger changes. If I changed such things, how do I know that you would even want me at all?" Taeyang asked, because there was no guarantees. Not that he knew.
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"He did?" Gaius asked. He was unsure of how that could even be accomplished. "Why wouldn't I want you?" He asked. "You're you."
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"Yes, but part of who you are is part of what he did." Taeyang said, it was hard to explain. "If we take that, which if I'm changing anything it would be Yveltal first, then your tryst with my brother, you'll be different. A good different maybe, but so different you no longer want me?"
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